yesterday,had a long walk+chat+shopping+gossiping with two of my good-forever-together mates nabilah(bee) n dhuha.it was nice to just sit down and chat..ive been wanting to see bee ever since she flew back here from poland but she was busy with her hospital rotations.bee slept over last night, and we stayed up late because dhuha was busy packing her stuff, for her and yani's backpacking trip.and they left at around 4 in the morning.siap bergambar dlm gelap lagi.semangat.nasib baik dhuha tak terus pakai sunglasses that she just bought dr dlm rumah lg.heee kiddin.and after subuh i was soooo tired and slammed back to bed.oh,no.on the sofa.we all slept at the hall last night.and this noon, bee went home,after another long chat.berborak tak habis2.then, i said to myself..ok mira..study..u r going to ipoh in a day time u dont wanna look stupid and end up napping in the surau like u did in PD hospital do you?so i took my newly bought Oxford Handbook of Clinical Medicine, and started to read.but i felt so alone(the juniors are going to their classes pagi2 lagi)so i decided to switch on my laptop and get online.i dont really like going online, because i get boring easily.then i remember a you tube video dhuha ws watching the other day.The video was from an Australian muallaf, Kimberly who is usually known as Kimdonesia who has been producing a lot of videos about Islam, fashion in Islam, or just random things about her.Then in started clicking to every other videos of her.She is very popular in Youtube, and plus, she is veryyyy cute.then i studied a bit before getting distracted again.hmmm..so in summary, i did a little study today, and a lot of youtube.
The same like what dhuha commented in her blog, this girl really amaze me too.She is still young, younger than me if im not mistaken, but she thinks better than most of the Muslims out there. It makes me ponder for a while, she's new and she's very good.but ive been raised as Muslim, n yet i could not be as religious as her.i am ashamed of myself for a while.hmm..i have to do a lot of self-revision.frankly, i am not proud to be the person i am now, i still want to improve.i do not want to be the kind of Muslim woman who disgrace this pure religion.And i am worried with how our Malay kids and youngters grow nowadays.there are too much of unthinkable things that happen nowadays, which you never want to think of.i dont want to be one of them.i dont wanna go to hellfire plsss God.
Take me to your light...
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